Alone.

Yes, I do have friends but does it mean that because you have friends you aren’t alone anymore?
I do have friends. Yet, do they care about me? Do they listen to me when things get rough in my life? Are they interested?
They brush you off and there you’ll find yourself still stuck.
Those who are dear to your heart are the ones you’d expect to save you from drowning. Instead, they’re the ones who are pushing you more in it.

The Answer.

All my life, I was told to be a too sensitive person.

A cry baby, easily hurt and tempered.

I thought that I was shallow and I feel very embarassed about it.

It bothered me so much. How many times they told me that I was too sensitive and they would look at me annoyingly or they would back bite me.

As I searched for answers why in the world am I sensitive, there I read upon a post about empathy.

The post shared signs of it. Bingo! Finally I knew why I was too senstitive.

Questions about why I’m always overwhelmed with negative vibes and why I am easily swoon over with sad stories or situations.

Yet, the post also helped see my brighter side. I learned an empathetic person, like me, easily understands and sees others situations which makes us help them more with ease.

This post is to let people know that researching also helps and looking for answers can make you understand yourself more.

For people interested: http://liveboldandbloom.com/08/self-improvement/empath-traits-of-highly-sensitive-person

Someone to trust.

Time check- 12:08 am

Just to let everyone know that after every pain you’ve gone through, there will always be a rainbow waiting for you.

If you feel hurt, lost, etc. know that there will always be someone who you can run to. Someone who would catch you and help you when you are in need or after you’ve calmed down.

Who is this person? You ask? He gave his son to die for us and forgave our sins.

Trust me, reading Bible verses can help a lot. Crying and trusting God to handle your situation really helps. Talk to God as if he is beside you or write a little prayer.

I’m just a teenager seeking for comfort at times but I am also a teen who wants to help other people be comforted.

This is also my way of calming down (aside from writing–praying really helps when you can’t longer handle the pain), and I want to share this to people who may need this. I know what it feels like when you seem to think you can’t trust anymore or nobody wants to listen to you.

“When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, In God I trust, I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?” Psalm 56:3-4

“Call on me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you” Psalm 50:15

 

p.s- I just want to help in my own little way

Torn

Why are you stepping on me?

Why are you pulling me down?

You may not realize it but please be more careful.

You caused me pain, and somehow you drowned me with no little of me left.

I love you, and I’m trying, to stop thinking of what you’ve done.

Yet, it comes back over and over again.

I am torn apart with the pain you’ve caused, and the love I feel for you.

 

 

Questions.

Confused and helpless is little miss hopeless.

There are certain situations which makes your head want to burst out. Where everything seems to be confusing. Why do certain emotions come and go? Why do we feel Inferior, unwanted, insecure, and a lot more. A lot of questions circling around our head. Questions and feelings that triggers what we really feel inside. Endless questions which changes everything, and a heart that denies the truth.