Pause.

A room so dark and a girl, deep in thoughts.
Her phone beeps. Yet, she chose to ignore it.
As dark and quiet her room is, so is her heart.
Tired of everything.
Tired of people who treat her as if what she feels is all an act. Tired of reaching out and seeking for help.
She starts to calm down and checks her phone.
As she saw the message, there she decided to stop for a minute and disregard all the people around her.
“Can I survive? being alone? With no one to talk to?” yes, you can. Being alone is your only choice for now, she thought.
To protect yourself from the dangerous world filled with people who misunderstand you.
When in pain and no one understands you. Pause for a minute or a day.
Think about yourself. Take care of yourself. Don’t let other people take the chance to annihilate you. Once you feel they are no longer helping.

Someone to trust.

Time check- 12:08 am

Just to let everyone know that after every pain you’ve gone through, there will always be a rainbow waiting for you.

If you feel hurt, lost, etc. know that there will always be someone who you can run to. Someone who would catch you and help you when you are in need or after you’ve calmed down.

Who is this person? You ask? He gave his son to die for us and forgave our sins.

Trust me, reading Bible verses can help a lot. Crying and trusting God to handle your situation really helps. Talk to God as if he is beside you or write a little prayer.

I’m just a teenager seeking for comfort at times but I am also a teen who wants to help other people be comforted.

This is also my way of calming down (aside from writing–praying really helps when you can’t longer handle the pain), and I want to share this to people who may need this. I know what it feels like when you seem to think you can’t trust anymore or nobody wants to listen to you.

“When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, In God I trust, I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?” Psalm 56:3-4

“Call on me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you” Psalm 50:15

 

p.s- I just want to help in my own little way

A murder

Once upon a time, in a dark forest.

Where the night was calm and the moon was awake.

A girl with the blue hood was walking down the forest. Trying to pass through it, in order for her to reach the big city. She was calm and order walking. When suddenly, a bird flew over her head and stopped her from walking.

“Where are you going?” it asked.

“I’m going to the city, to reach my dreams.”

“The city? hah! A small girl like you? And dreams, you say?” the bird belittled.

The girl had thoughts that maybe the bird was right but then she told herself to remember her goal. She walked right past it and didn’t mind what it was saying.

“I’m telling you girl, you can’t reach the city. You are small and fragile.” The bird is right, she thought. I am small and weak. 

“Scared, belittled, helpless, and worthless.” That is who I am, she said.

The bird was still mocking her which made her stumble and fall.

When it finally went away, she was lying on the ground and was looking at the moon, waiting for the sun to come out.

There she lay down holding her heart, trying to fix herself. For her heart and inner self was murdered by the bird who killed her and her dreams.

 

 

The beginning

       It all starts with words. Your first word, sentence, opinion, etc.  Words that gives happiness, sorrow, and a lot more of different emotions. Thus, this is where the famous saying comes “Be careful of what you say.”

Words that has caused harm to my mind. Which also caused our friendship to break slowly. 

Beginning of relationships starts once our mouth opens, and sometimes it also ends after we open our mouths.