Alone.

Yes, I do have friends but does it mean that because you have friends you aren’t alone anymore?
I do have friends. Yet, do they care about me? Do they listen to me when things get rough in my life? Are they interested?
They brush you off and there you’ll find yourself still stuck.
Those who are dear to your heart are the ones you’d expect to save you from drowning. Instead, they’re the ones who are pushing you more in it.